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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
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6:31 pm
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jeffrey is moving. i may never see him again. i'm so sad.
current mood:  confused
current music: if i ain't got you
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| Tuesday, October 26th, 2004
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11:34 pm - i <3 ali
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7:58 pm
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hey everyone...something is worng with me. i have been acting so strange for the past few days. Maybe i'm just pmsing. i have been going on and off with this guy and i'm just really confused about everything. i'm sick of school. i'm so tired. I feel like shit.
current mood:  bitchy
current music: nelly
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| Thursday, October 7th, 2004
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5:45 pm
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whats up my niggaaaaaaaaaaasssssss
This has been such a long and stressful week, but friday is going to be so fun. Me, ali, maddy, charlotte, sarah, and rhedd are having a sleepover at maddy's and we are going to do some fun shit.haha. i'm so excited. hopefully i will see zoe on saturday night.
Is my world turning around? Is everything going back to the way it used to be? NO its not. Everything is going to be different and better. Because I am different.
Emily= my bff. lol.
current mood:  awake
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| Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
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7:15 pm
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Hi, this is Ali updating for Lindsay. I have come to the realization that Lindsay updates um, never. So to make myself feel better about it, I just decided to update for her. And maybe after she sees this she will realize how fun updating your livejournal can be! And she will update it all the time! And I will be able to die happy. What's the most important thing going on in Lindsay's life? OH YEAH THAT'S RIGHT.. Lindsay, Me, Maddy, Samantha, and Zoe are going to be the Spice Girls for Halloween. That's hot.
Sincerely,
Ali ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) mcjagger
P.S. Lindsay Mills Alston does not respond to 'Lindsay' anymore. Her new name is Ling-Ling. Thank you for your time.
current mood:  tired
current music: Mother's Little Helper - The Rolling Stones
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| Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
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10:51 pm
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today i hung out with andrew. we went to larchmont and then got some stuff for maddy. then we went back to my house, sat on our asses, ate and watched tv. then took pics, and watched more tv. then we dropped andrew off at home. on the way home i got into a pretty big fight with my parents, by i did not flip out like i usually do. I was calm. so i'm pretty upset with everything right now, especially myself. i am abour to give up and just end it all.
current mood: grumpy
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| Tuesday, July 13th, 2004
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10:18 am - Summer so far
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I am having such a great summer. i am meeting new people, hanging out with old friends, and trying new things. I have change so much already, and in the coming month, i am going to change evern more. But, summer ois almost over and that is kinda sad. When school starts its going to me amazing. Maddy and I have a suprise for everyone, we at least the 10th graders.
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| Monday, June 14th, 2004
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7:39 am
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Today I got up at 11 and went shopping at the grove with my mom. Then, I went to my aunts house because my cousin is in town. Next, I went to Larchmont to meet my friend dilynne and my friend yardley. It was really cool to see them because I had not see then in like four years. On saturday i was looking cleaning my room and i found a number and i called it, and it was dilynne. We talked and decided to chill. Finally, I went home and played with sweet pea.
current mood:  bouncy
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| Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
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5:35 am
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YESTERDAY...i saw alex and betty's gateways. they were both really good. then i went to the beach with maddy. We ate at Back on the Beach, yum yum yummmy yum yum. We were laughing so hard because i was yelling at the birds. I HATE BIRDS. We then walked towards the water, and thew rocks into the ocean that represented the bad things that had happened this year, the people that we have hurt, and the things that we hated about ourselves. Then we sat and relaxed for a few hours. Then a few hours later, charlie came and we went to this club. Then we went back to my house. good times.
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| Monday, June 7th, 2004
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7:05 pm - DONE
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i'm a so tired of mean people and annoymous comments.
can't everyone just get along, and stop trashing people. i'm sick of it!
if anyone wants to join me on a string free life, please comment.
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11:25 am
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AM I REALLY THAT FUCKING BAD. I DON'T THINK I AM BUT EVERYONE ELSE IN THE FUCKING WORLD DOES. I CAN'T FUCKING TALK IT.I'M ABOUT TO EXPLODE
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| Sunday, June 6th, 2004
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9:14 am
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| Sunday, May 30th, 2004
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10:44 pm
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k lets see...
yesterday i went to the grove with my mom and dad, we saw Man on Fire, which was amazing! the acting we excellent. It was soooooo intense. I wanted to cry but, i couldn't. Then we saw day after 2 morrow, which had the worst acting, but ewverything else was pretty good. then we went to get my dad an i-pod, then to dinner.
Today i'm going back to the mac store to get something for my dad's computer, then i'm going to bianca's but she is going to be studying for finals, BORING. so i guess i'll have to call up spencer.
current mood:  cheerful
current music: 2 become 1, spice girls
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| Saturday, May 29th, 2004
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10:19 am - My day
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School was so fucking lame. we watched gateways, that is not how your supposed to spend ur last day. I left at 12:30 and went to get my hair done. Why some may ask, because I wanted to. Then I went shopping with my mom because my dad's birthday is on sunday. Next, I went to get my eyebrows waxed, Ouch! Few hours later I went home and watched Degrassi and then The Virgin Suicides. The first time I watched that movie was last summer with Ali. GOOD TIMES. Then I went to dinner with my parents. I had the longest conversation with them. I'm not going to therapy anymore because i basically talked everything out, but we will see how everything goes. For the first time I actually felt like they understood me and wated to listen.
When I come back to school next year I am going to be a totally different person.NOT physically but mentally. I am doing so many things to fix myself because I am tired of hurting peole, and hurting myself because of it.
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| Monday, May 24th, 2004
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9:41 pm - THIS YEAR WENT BY SOOO FAST...WOW
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i'm going to do the same thing charlotte did...
charlotte, sarah, zoe: good times, bad times. davis, david, pool. charlotte's room. shirts off, talking. HALLOWEEN. cutting. bleeding. writing. weeping. make-up. SWEET PEA. NEW friends. New ADVENTURES. Dollhouse, talking. Thirteen. SHARING. sleeping. smokes. jordan and maddy. Jordan's house, dog, hahahahaha. car rides, bus rides. my house, your house. flea market, jordan j. melrose, shopping. more crying. HOMEWORK. charlie's house, laughs. fights, arguements. lost firends, gaind friends. Andrew. martino, hahahahahahh. Lust. Fear. Anger. Scary movies. happy movies. funny movies.CENTURY CITY. Loren and caroline. loren, charlie, brian, maddy, good times. skaters. jingle ball.
i think thats it.
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| Thursday, May 13th, 2004
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8:16 am - hmmmm...
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I haven't updated in such a long time. School is almost over. This week and last week was so fully of shit and drama. I am going to therapy over the summer. When i come back to school i'm going to be a much better person to the people around me and to myself. I'm going to sophie's play 2 morrow. I am so excited!
hahhaha...o yeah, TIM told me he loved me. hahahahahahhahahahhaha. This weekend is going to be fun. But next weekenend is going to be a BLAST!
current mood:  calm
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| Wednesday, April 7th, 2004
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8:56 pm - ahhhhhhh
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MY PARENTS SIGNED ME UP FOR A CAMP I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT. THEY TOOK IT UPON THEMSELVES TO SIGN ME UP FOR A CAMP THAT I KNOW IS GOING TO BE THE MOST BORING SHIT OF MY LIFE. SURE I'M OPEN TO NEW THINGS, BUT I THINK IT IS FAIR TO KNOW ONE THING ABOUT IT!! FUCK MAN! I WILL PROBABLY END UP KILLING MYSELF WHILE I'M THERE. THEY WON'T KNOW WHAT HIT THEM. HA! AHHHHHHHH I'M REALLY PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW.
current mood:  angry
current music: IN OTHER WORDS...BEN KWELLER
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| Saturday, March 6th, 2004
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2:43 pm - Last night!!!
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yesterday after school, me and maddy went to jordan's. At jordans we walked around his house....played with his dog ahahahah....whatched JORDAN'S dog hump his jordan's leg...and waited for people to call. At 6 we went to pick up charlie and Lawerence hahahahahahah. They were so crazy...which made us crazy. Once we picked them up, we jumped on the trampoline and had dinner. Then we went in the jacoozie and pool(so fucking cold) When we were done swimming, we ate pixie sticks and listened to ARRRRRRRR FORCE ONES....HAHAHAHAHAH 2 PRSSSSSS....HAHAHAH. good times.
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| Friday, February 20th, 2004
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11:28 am - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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MY THREE DAYS OF SCHOOL HAVE BEEN SHIT! OK SO FIRST I GOT YELLED AT BY MY BIOLOGY TEACHER, THIS GIRL IS GOING OUT WITH THE GUY THAT I HAVE LIKED FOR 4 MONTHS, I DID SOMETHING THAT I HAVEN'T DONE IN A FEW MONTHS, AND ON TOP OF ALL OF THAT I HAVE MY PARENT/ TEACHER MEETING 2 MORROW. TONIGHT I WAS GOING TO GO TO THE MOVIES WITH CHARLIE, MADDY, JORDAN, BRIAN, AND CAROLINE, BUT I DECIDED TO STAY HOME BECAUSE I NEED A LOT OF TIME TO THINK THINGS OVER. I HAVE BEEN DOING TERRIBLE THINGS TO MYSELF.
O YEAH..... I WAS NOT WRONG ABOUT HIM, HE DOES HAVE A HEART.
TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE SOOOO MUCH FUN...I CANNOT WAIT. BUT UNTIL THEN I JUST GUESS I AM GOING TO BE THINKING THINGS OVER.
current mood:  depressed
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| Saturday, February 7th, 2004
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1:18 pm
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I'M SICK. I FEEL REALLY GROSS. ALL OF THE PLANS I HAD THIS WEEKEND DO NOT EXIST ANYMORE.:( I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT *****. I WAS GOING TO GO SK8ING WITH BRIAN AND SEAN ON SUNDAY. BUT I CAN'T NOW. AND NOW I HAVE TO WAIT 2 WEEKS. AHHHHHH. I WENT TO BED LAST NIGHT AT 7 AND AT 11 JORDAN, CHARLIE, AND BRIAN CALLED ME. JORDAN WAS LOOKING FOR MADDY. HAHAHAH. I WAS TOTALLY OUT OF IT BECAUSE I WAS HALF ASLEEP AND SICK. BUT WHATEVER HOPEFULLY I WILL BE BETTER ON MONDAY. O YEAH MADDY DON'T FORGET OT CALL ME TONIGHT!!!!!
BYEEEEEEEE
current mood:  blah
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